A few days ago (on the 25th) to be exact I attempted to take my life and almost succeeded! Except, well… remorse and guilt along with my Dog made me realize I made a horrible mistake. Sensing this my body had begun rejecting the drugs that were laced in my suicide cocktail.
The 25th was my dads birthday and truthfully I think he’d be too pleased with himself if I took my own life on his birthday, so, I have decided that no matter what happens I will only kill myself on MY birthday. (looks better on the grave, I think)
Anyways, I really want to have someone who is suicidal to talk to. I am sooo tired of talking to do gooder “Christians” who just want to “help” us.
so, please comment here so I know you are interested we don’t have to be best friends or anything I just want to talk about suicidal thoughts/feelings with someone who actually feels the same!
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Hi, I’ve really been wondering why I’m still alive. I’m not here to talk you out of it, but I know what it’s like to need a friend.
I kinda feel the same way, I tried to end my life five times in a role, the last time I caused myself so much pain for so long time that I had to realize I can’t keep doing this. It would be really nice to talk with someone, nobody could understand it who haven’t been trough the same, they are judging or feeling sorry, but I think that’s not what the talking should be about… I would really like to chat with you, it’d be nice..
OMG I can so relate to your post. The one thing keeping me here is my dog, Chloe. I’m just so worried about her and what will happen to her when I go. She’s only just over 2 and came from a very abusive home. we adopted her at 4 months and she’s completely dedicated to me. At this moment she’s laying at my feet-won’t stray from me at all and she is the only reason I’ve stuck around. I don’t know what to do. If you want to talk, email me at tmrootstudio@gmail.com.
You sound like the exact person I want to talk to! My email is darkerimagery@gmail.com
I appreciate that, because I think people waste their time trying to talk people out of it. Perhaps, if people didn’t do that so much the person would actually talk themselves out of committing suicide. Well, not everybody, but some people.
If you ever want to talk, my email is darkerimagery@gmail.com