-Living in a house filled with false emotion
-Day by day the pain growing stronger
-Finally one day comes abruption
-Walking in the cold night every second feeling longer
-Death is nothing more than just a tranquil thought
-Everything going black,colder,careless
-I could have been that kid that random kid that was shot
-Sight fading,mind bending,moving seems weightless
-As I think my finally moments are coming
-A bright light shines on my face
-To think I was knocked out till it started shining
.This is a poem-ish,about one of my memories,basically what happened was that I was living in a house with what I thought was a loving mother, one day overheard “I knew I should of had an abortion” my day was already bad starting out because i had broken my strings on my guitar, so then finally all my emotion just abrupted… So I left in the middle of the night with nothing on but just shorts. Hoping to end my life from hyperthermia, or try to find a gun or get the police to shoot me. All i could do was walk nothing was close by I ended up thinking about many things I was at peace with the idea of dying. At some point I passed out and felt like I was really about to die..Then the sun came up..