Im not the only one

I was at a bar tonight with some friends. They were there to have fun, i just wanted to drink my sorrows away. All my mistakes, my fuck-ups. Trying to forget about how im failing at this sick game called life. I was thinking how nobody else understands me, how alone I feel. I know some people know what Im going through, but nobody here. I was just crowd watching, watching how happy everyone is. Feeling how sad I am. Then I saw a gorgeous girl walk by. I was just checkin her out, knowing how far out of my league she is. Then i noticed her arm. She had cut marks like me… Maybe there are actually people here that know what Im goin through… Maybe she does.    I wish i woulda had the courage to go up and talk to her, bought her a drink… But of course Id fail at that too… My life is so pointless