Losing Streak

Past few days all ive done is fuck up

fuck up the only good thing in my life

fuck up so much it makes me feel like ive lost a game

i hate it so much when i do and i regret saying the things i said

“Two things you can’t take back: Bullets out of your gun and words out of your mouth”

I feel like ive lost it all sometimes

Then I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back’s against the wall.
Cut me open.
I’m just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, “Then I lost it all.”
And who can save me now?

I hate the fact i’m about to reference Call of duty but if you die so much online with out a kill (moving forward) they give you something to help you get back on your feet and progress. sometimes i wish life had that.