Oh yeah, jealouss

stop all of the dreams
and start all the nightmares
in my head
if this is what life means,
i’d rather be dead.

shut off the world,
turn off the lights
this is your time dear
you go tonight
write your goodbyes,
and say your last words.
pick up the knife,
ignore how it hurts

Scream!
into the night!
this is your time,
spread your wings
prepare for the flight!
darling i’m jealous!
cause you get to die!
and i’m left drowning,
here in the lies.
i can’t open my eyes.
the dream is permanent.
i cannot escape from it.
eternally sleeping.
never will i wake up.
I started believing
all the lies you make up.