first post but ive pretty much tried everything to make myself happy, i just dont really care. I understand that death is a choice and plenty of people choose to end theirs everyday. I am not here looking for help but it really is annoying not having anyone to talk to who isnt going to judge me or try to tell me stuff ive already heard. Ive known i would be the cause of my own death for since a child and almost thought i wouldnt see past 25 (25th birthday is end of this year) and it really seems like i was right, a long with everything else in life (seriously always right, more of a curse than blessing).
feel like im ranting but moral of the story is I havent given up 100% yet but I am standing on the ledge alone and wouldnt mind some company while i give life one last shot, never been able to be completely honest with anyone on how ive always felt because im scared people will try to lock me up (was in mental hospital about a month ago, didnt help)
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If you’re looking for company the best way to find it is to read and comment on other people’s posts. Seriously, people are generally self interested and will pay you more attention if you show them attention first.
Failing that, there is a chat room you could try, I’m sure someone can send you the link.
I’m sorry I can’t be in too often and the most I can offer is sporadic token support. Best of luck
Yes, find someone in a chat room to talk to. Do NOT GIVE UP! GIVE IT ONE MORE CHANCE! DO NOT BE ASHAMED for seeking help I a hospital–You can always say “been there, done that and moving forward!” giving it one more chance!