I don’t know what to do anymore…..I don’t know how to live anymore. I don’t know how to live in this world by myself……too long I’ve fought my feelings of giving up…..too long I’ve refused to accept the truth…..I’m ALONE…..and there’s nothing that can change that…..I have tried over and over again…..and all that trying just to fail over and over again….not a single friend made….I was born to live a lonely life…..I Â was born to die alone…..And I’m tired of therapists telling me it’s just a feeling I get when I’m depressed…..but they don’t understand that I’m depressed because I AM ALONE.
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ALONE. Most people here are anlone. So it’s not just you. Any help no. But .
“We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.”
@im-just-a-kid
based on what you had said in your comment, the movie A Rebel Without A Cause… similar theme to what you are implying.
“Rebels against No Cause
Let’s move now to films with lower-story worldviews. The classic Rebels without a Cause (1955) was one of the first adolescent-angst films. The adults in the film preach a bleak, nihilistic vision of reality–and then seem nonplussed when young people actually live out what they have been taught.
Toward the beginning, a scientist at a planetarium tells an audience of students that ultimately the earth and everything on it ‘will disappear into the blackness of space from which we came–destroyed, as we began, in a burst of gas and fire.The heavens are still and cold once more.’ The implication is that human life has no ultimate significance. ‘In all the immensity of our universe and the galaxies beyond, the earth will not be missed,’ the scientist continues. ‘Through the infinite reaches of space, the problems of man seem trivial and naive indeed. And man, existing alone, seems himself an episode of little consequence.’
This is outright preaching for lower-story worldview: Human life is trivial, temporary, and meaningless. The planetarium show ends with a dramatic red burst of gas and fire, signifying the end of the world.
The young people in the movie are angry and impatient at their parents’ failure to give them any cause worth living for. The main characters, played by James Dean and Natalie Wood, cling to one another as though their love might create a small enclave of warmth and light in the face of a dark and meaningless world. Yet the film ends with a shot of the scientist arriving at the planetarium the next morning to continue his work. The image suggests that the scientist’s bleak message will prevail in the end. The young people’s rebellion, like all of human life, is ultimately pointless.”
– Saving Leonardo By Nancy Pearcey Chapter Morality At The Movies
I was wrong when I said that my loneliness was inevitable….but I was right when I said that I couldn’t live alone in this world 🙂