its over.

i knew it was coming..i knew this day was close..i knew someday i would finally lose it..and i guess that day is today. I cant do this anymore im done.. I wanted to be able to fix things but i couldnt. I dont even feel the desire to work things out with my family anymore.. i guess i finally stopped caring.i stopped caring about how they will feel when im gone, what they will think, if they will blame me,,if they will blame themselves. i just got to the point where i just said ‘fuck it’…everything…it feels so good to let go…im typing this knowing its my last hours of life..theres tears in my eyes, im afraid…but i couldnt be happier that everything will finally be over..thank guys for your comments that u left on my last posts.. i really appreciate them..i wish you all the best and i hope ur problems will be able to be overcomed someday..love you all…goodbye forever

MELISSA..