no the only one..

coming across this website just a few hours ago i realized that theres people who suffer more or just as much as i do..different ages different sex it doesnt matter, they all have problems..some which are hard to face alone and sometimes seem impossible to overcome. pretty much all my life ive felt alone, thinking to myself “whats wrong with u? cant u just act normal for once??” but i guess i wasnt the only one all along…even tho i honestly would do anything possible to heal or help everyone in this site with their problems, i cant. but it helps me that i can relate to people for once in my life tho. Actually for the second time because there was a person whom i trusted with all my heart but that person is gone..he passed away 2 months ago,but thats another story.. ive seen stories here about disfunctional families,depressed teens or even pre teen as well as adults, stories about self harm,suicide attempts or contemplating it. and even so i know nobody actually wants to die..but the thing is, it just seems so easy to do it and we think itll solve everything. i mean, how can we suffer if we are dead, right? well heres my view on it..if u think about it..no, you wont suffer anymore but what about ur family? friends? i know right now u sometimes think well, they dont care about me so why should i care about them? or u think they wont care if u die..But most importantly think about urself..do u really think theres nothing else u can do? anything u want to accomplish in life? a special person whom u stay and live for? for some of us maybe we dont have that yet or we lost it..but even so,dont u want to give it another try?? maybe this time..u find what youve been longing for..theres always someone out there thats just waiting for us to cross their paths, so they can help us and even sometimes we end up helping them..and thats just something im waiting for…besides, God is with us and he will NEVER leave us alone