This isnt really my story but ill tell you anyway.
when i was growing up i had i close girl ‘friend’ who played with me every day. unlike me though, she was from a broken home and was abused by her dad, i was to young to understand at the time.she put up with this until she was a about 12 when her dad went for it and….well you can probably guess what happened, after that she tod the cops and they probably took him to prison.
it’s now 4 years after her dads gone (i dunno were she don’t tell me) and were still really close friends, and i wanna embrace her. but i cant,
not because dosent like me or dosent want to. every time some guy would get close to her it reminds her of her dad.
she says the only thing in this world that would make me happy would my own baby so that it can have the life she never had.
oh yeah, after ‘that’ day her womb was damaged badly enough to increase the miscarries by about 60% or something, not to mention to be able keep the baby alive in there for nine months.
she wont let me get close because of her damaged past, she thinks that i wont love because she cant give me child. It makes me want to cry every time talk about killing yourself. i dont care if you cant give me a child.
i want to tell her i love her i dont know what to say.
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Tell her that. Tell her you love her. Tell her you will help her get through her pain. Tell her you will always be there for her. Tell her you will find a way to have a child. And most of all, dont ever forget to show her these feelings. If you dont want to hurt her by getting too close to her body then do things for her like, bring flowers, buy jewellry and write her letters about how you feel. dont be afraid to tell her. be a man.