im sick of this im sick of being worthless! I know im stupid and will never be good enuf! hes right ok?! I get it I really do. I deserve to be dead I deserve to be the one in pain! im cutting tonight. no one will know because everyone will be asleep. my dad bought more rope for camp and I know where it is I know where the key is. im going after it as soon as the rain lets up. I know where my spot is I know how to get there! soon!!! world soooooonnnnn!!! so just ssay it agree with him
EVERYONE HATES ME AND NOW I HATE ME TOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You’re not alone. If you ever need anyone to talk to I am here.
Dont give up on yourself. I feelworthless alot of times too. Maybe he bought more supplies for camping because he wants to spend some time with you. I wish my father was here, but he killed himself three years ago. I would give anything to have him back. And Im sure your fatehr would feel the same about you too.
Whose telling you that about yourself? Maybe you should hang him instead. Just kidding. You cut yourself?
yeh ive been hurting my self since I was 12, now almost 20.
who’s “he”, the one that’s telling you you’re stupid? I really don’t believe that’s what you think of yourself. You figured out how you’re going to kill yourself in detail, that doesn’t sound stupid to me. It’ maybe a dumb idea, but you’re not stupid. And why wait for the rain to let up? it will only add to the drama of you hanging there. You want me to agree with him? Well I don’t.
A guy that has been hurting me for almost a lifetime. not my dad. I love my dad. as a family we go camping every year, we needed more rope; so he bought it. little does he know all of whats crossing my mind when I think of this rope. I had someone to talk to. someone who really helped but I don’t do summer courses besides he don’t either; he owns his own business. im too chicken to find his email for that business to message him for help. if you were him and didn’t know what was going on with me, I could be perfectly fine you know? wouldn’t you rather just want to spend time during the summer with your family not a student ughh I dont know. its so hard, you guys know! this feeling is horrible. I dread waking up in the morning, that’s why I don’t sleep. I stay up as late as I can writing poems (in which that professor loved [wants to see a ‘notebook full’ in the fall]). what should I do guys?