I just got fired from Walmart tonight for some ridiculous reason. “Oh, you’re too slow. I need to tell you things ten times before you understand.” This isn’t the first time I’ve been fired from a job for these reasons. I’m now 27 years old and I’m thinking that if I can’t find a job in the next little while that I can keep for longer than 90 days, I may as well end it. As Michael Douglas’ character said it in the film “Falling Down”, maybe I’m just not economically viable. Most of my family is dead and no one really gives a damn about me anymore. Some say they do, but I know they’re just saying it because, well, that’s just what you say to someone when they tell you they want to kill themselves. I’m slowly working up the nerve to kill myself. I need sleep of the eternal variety.
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I know what you’re saying about holding down a job. Nearly every job I’ve worked at I wasn’t good enough for the boss. In most jobs, I either was fired for being too slow or quit before getting fired. I’m 53 and had over 30 jobs including being self-employed. All my jobs have been low-paying. Well, maybe some short 1 day or other short-term jobs have may have averaged a good hourly rate, but no job I’ve had over a month or so has paid over $10 per hour in my lifetime. Wait till you get older and have a heart attack like me. You’ll be slower and less “economically viable” than ever before. And yes, I attended college, but was too slow at that, and had trouble meeting deadlines. After seeing your post, I wonder if there aren’t more of us marginal workers who can’t make the grade even when they try. Maybe we should form a union!
I know what you are saying when you can’t hold down a job. I am going through the same thing. I am too scared to go back out to work because I don’t want to do anything else wrong in my next job and let my employer down. I don’t have enough qualifications to get a decent job, so I’m pretty much screwed for the time being.
Hey Blackrose! Every word you said is exactly what I have thought!!
“Falling Down” is totally awesome I’ve seen that fucker a dozen times. Good call.