suffer in silence~

ok, let me start right here. im not te skinnyiest ir prettyest girl ever. i have been suffereing from my weight my whole life. i get bullied heaps. i have alot of fasmily issues going on aswell, i have been put in hospital 3 times from suerside attemts. i self harm alot. i alweays have to hide behind a smile everydy in frount of my family. they dont actually realise im braking inside. i hate life. i wish i was dead. i cant stand my family and friends and my life. everyday i feel life my life is getting worse. i feel like im a waste of space. i suffer from depression,anxiety,bipolar, and adhd. my anger is very bad and i cant controll it. i feel like im worthless and not worth living anymore… i dont really no how much i can take of this… i hate my life, oi hate my body, i hate everyhting about me.. theres not much point in living in ageny everyday, from the moment i wake up to the minit i go to bed im always thinking about suerside. i really wish i could just run away and dissapear. im worth nothing. im a fat and ugly failture. …. someone help me.> 🙁