“monica? monica where are you?” as my mother yelled loudly while walking up the white wood staircase.*bang on door and sound of a door knob clicking* “monica open the god damn door or you will be grounded for weeks!” yelled my mother at my door.”WHAT?” I yelled madly back. “open the door” mother said with a slightly lower sounding voice. “no” I yelled. “monica i just wanted to tell you dinner is ready, if your hungry. i answered quickly so she would go away quicker “no thanks mom im just going to go to sleep” she yelled back ” ok well im not going to be here for the next 3 days, i have a meeting in NC”. I went blank, my mind couldn’t handel the thoughts going through my mind. I remembered the last time she went on a trip. i relized it was 7:47, 11 minutes after her statement. “that’s fine” i said with a slight sadness. she didn’t answer. i thought about what i was going to do to not do what i did last time, for the 3 time. I remembered more.The last time she left.I quickly got out of my deep thought when the song, something in the way by nirvana came on.It made me think, a lot, maybe to much, to less, just possibly not at all.
p.s. this isn’t apart of story but wanted to inform that i write random stories/books sorry if annoying.
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If you’re sad that she is leaving tell her, call her or try to stay in touch. Not sure if she’s a good mom but if she is freaking tell her that you’re going to miss her!!! Do you feel sad because you’re sad of what will happen when you leave? Being alone with your head is one the worst things! So try to do happy things. Watch a ton of movies, dance, clean the house or just do whatever makes you happy. I’m not really sure if this helped you, hope it did.