I saw my therapist today yipfuckingyee… she doesnt understand anything, its so hot and i feel as if everyone is screaming at me, even the little sounds sound like freak explosions, i dont feel suicidal just more attached to pain and mutilation, why do i still plot my inevitable suicide anyways? Ive just become obsessed with the idea of suicide as of late. Nothing can change my mind, besides getting expelled from school, having shit grades, and seeing/ trusting no one, everything seems gross. Masturbation is possibly the only relief i get from this gross thought process. I wish someone would kill me now because im too much of a ***** to do it myself.
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Actually, assuming your a guy, I read somewhere that it was good for males to masturbate atleast twice a week because it does relieve stress. I hope things work out with you and your therapist, they try to understand but never quite get it so I wouldnt expect alot of comfort from the “professionals”.
dont perform the four knuckle shuffle. every time you do it you kill a cat and anything else small and furry that you hold dear.
on another note. be happy you have a therapist dude. not everyone has that comfort.
Hahahahaha omg guys im a chickm
this changes nothing. lmao
Lol well eitherway
Change ….find a resone to live…. I been in your place before even thougth that dosent matter……………..
May I as how old are you and what grade are you in
Change ….find a resone to live…. I been in your place before even thougth that dosent matter……………..
May I as how old are you and what grade are you in
Im a junior, im 16..