do overs

There r so many things in my life i regret. i just dont seem to ever say or do the right things like what i do is never good enough. alot of the time it makes me feel like a fuck up like i just cant get my shit together but it always comforts me to kno that one day i will b able to leave and just live away from everyone. I feel that as ive gotten older i just suck at relationships. Its not anyone elses fault im truly just an asshole. Idk i just wish that i didnt hav to worry about people i wish sometimes i could just go wherevr I desired n just get away from everyone i just constantly feel so screwed up i wish i could get a new life i wish there was some reset button in all this. One day i just might do that just press the reset button get up n leave without a trace find somewhere to settledown where noone knows me n just get a new life, i know im n asshole but i think i deserve a fresh start