How great it feels

My method is chosen, my time is chosen, my place is chosen. For the first time in my life I have had the right to choose. Do you know how great that feels?  There was an expression once used that went ”Choose Life” I never had the choice of life. I had instead the “license” to live as dictated by others, events, regulations. And I in turn have warped others  “life choices”, sometimes for good and sometimes negatively. But now I have the one true right that every human deserves, the right to end suffering.