I’m not sure if anyone will actually read this well, or even care, but I’m sick of this. Life is just time, and we’re only doing things to waste it or make the best of it. I’m sick of it! I want to see what’s existing opposite of time. I hate time. I hate life. The blade isn’t too far away, within arms reach, just one quick slice and it will be over. I don’t know how to handle this anymore. I just don’t know!! I’m just one drop of blood in the body of a healthy human, not needed and dispensable…. I’m tired in my mind, I’m tired in my body, and most of all, I’m tired in my heart. Waiting for a call is too much. Depending on one person to support all of you is too much, too hypocritical. Eventually He’ll need me to support him, but I’ll never be strong enough. Ever.. I’m not now, I never will be. Just one goodbye, one silent cry…
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See, when you write things that people can’t relate with, they will pass it bye.
We can’t understand who “he” is, and it looks like your just speaking to yourself.
I’ve noticed most of your posts look like your talking to a boy..and most people here are already hurting with their own problems. It’s hard for them to grasp how you feel when it seems like your leaving a message for some one else. I don’t know if you understand but I’m sure you’ll get it. We really do care around here, but we talk to each other to get the issues out in the open.. So to speak.
Don’t go.
It’s hard, I know, but email me.