This is a depressing world we live in….a very depressing world one I cant bare to live in one I wont bare to live in…but im a bad person and bad people belong in this hell…I belong in this hell….I hurt everybody with my words…my touch….my everything wonder if anyone else realizes that they already live in hell hell cant get much worse then planet earth…I hate myself people hate me but who gives a fuck right……..who…really….gives….a….fuck!!!!!!!!!!!….the world is filled with disappointments im just another one of them ill live………..ill die……….but I swear to my lord and savior I wont multiple….why bring something in this world to suffer……..like my parents did….a mistake………a big mistake wish I could go to that day……………. That day of conception….and kick my dad in the balls……it would stop every ones pain…………it would stop my….pain…it…would…stop…my pain
I wrote this because i feel like i hurt a friend…there mad at me and i dont know why for…i feel like i did something…makes me feel like such a bad person…
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I have lost many friends…..I have lost all my friends….the best ones I had are long gone….It hurts me to know that those precious times and friendships are long gone and gone forever….I agree about not bringing children in this hell hole ….I just dont understand how people see the world around them and think its a good idea to bring children into it…I would stop my parents dead from having me if I could…I hate existing in this life its all a bunch of bullshit. whats the point of life? the billions trillions of years before any life existed there was no pain no suffering no anything. what was the motive to bring forth life? I wish I never existed but wishing wont get you anywhere… I know I have to end my own life if I want to be done with this…In the end….nobody gives a fuck….everybody looks out for number 1…thats why when you see homeless people nobody (if anybody) shows any compassion they just treat them as if they are a shit stain on society.
Hello 🙂 i just wanna let you know if i see a homeless person i still give them food or money and i give my spare change from my money to the charity buckets in any store i go to so if you need a friend someone whos for everybody but them self im here i do agree with you and ask myself the same questions and honestly i do believe society is fucked but not everybody is crappy so if you every need to talk im here 🙂
Please dont end your life you are life super inteligent we need more people like you in the world i need more friends like you you are great (:
@PainNlife:
People do “care,” but just caring isn’t enough. Plus, lots of people have been forced to develop learned “shields” against things that bother them; “thick skin” if you will; and why? because they do care. They care enough that it would bother them too much to embrace the problems, and it would be “too hard” to live the way the correct solutions would require… or to even discover them in the first place.
The world doesn’t want to change. It wants to be as it is. That’s why it often seems that people “don’t care,” or that “everyone is a moron.” It’s not necessarily about caring or intelligence. It’s about choosing what you want, despite the suffering it may (will) cause others. Most people do that. But then they have to “tell themselves” whatever works, so that they don’t have to feel bad about having chosen to benefit at the expense of others, without those others ever having a choice in the matter.
I personally don’t think of homeless people as “a shit stain on society.” I actually genuinely pity them… and if i had any resources to spare, i’d probably help each one who crossed my path, which would leave me with nothing to spare. But i don’t have resources to spare. I don’t even have enough for just myself.
Those who understand, cannot help. Those who can help, do not understand.
Everyone wants to blame the disadvantaged for their disadvantages, while taking all credit for the advantages they were afforded by others’ resources and choices.
Everyone blames the victims, while rewarding the villains, hailing them as “heroes.”
If everyone who sees it, understands it, and wants to change it, “quits”… what future will that create?
You don’t have to care. You’re not obligated. No one is. But if those like us, who suffer for perceiving the truth of the harsh realities of this world, do nothing… who will do what needs to be done? Who will even know what should be done?
Honestly, i think “the way it is” is pretty heavy evidence in support of “natural selection” being the most reasonably accurate explanation of why the world’s creatures act the ways we do.
@clevername….you are right….I agree….Maybe it will change but the way things look……its highly unlikely