I want to make a suicide pact in Davenport, Florida. I honestly cannot take this shit any longer and all the shit that comes along with it. I can only bear with so much pain for limited time. Let’s just do it. gennysuarez11@gmail.com
Let’s see.. Suicide is for weaks, no offense but this is the truth.. I’ve been suicidal for over 5 years now, but then everything got better, I started feeling alive again, all of this is thanks to him.
Maybe you should loof for that one person who deserves to see your smile.. I see that you are in a dark hole but this won’t make it any better, feeling this way.
I’ve been feeling the same, maybe more, but it got better and I hope it gets the same way for you.
^^ I agree with what this person said but for the record..
I don’t believe that you should use another person to pull you out of your state of mind. What you deal with is very personal and what fixes one person won’t always fix you. If you devote yourself to surviving just because of one person you run a risk of being let down. You should be strong, cuz life is hard. But never give up.
Life is unfair, but you have to work your way out of it. Try to find things that you once enjoyed doing.. I, myself, enjoy poetry so I devoted myself to it it’s the only thing that keeps me distracted so I won’t think about the negative thoughts I have.
I have to be a crazy lunatic genius to distract myself from killing myself, and other people really seem to respond to it also. You should try! Go a little nuts with your creativity!
True, it is good lose it from time to time, honestly being wise and behaving older than I really am is what got me there. I always had that question haunting my mind, WHY? But once I started appreciating those things that I have instead of hating myself for not having more, I started feeling better.
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You seem very upset!
…..yes that’s an understatement I know!
Let’s see.. Suicide is for weaks, no offense but this is the truth.. I’ve been suicidal for over 5 years now, but then everything got better, I started feeling alive again, all of this is thanks to him.
Maybe you should loof for that one person who deserves to see your smile.. I see that you are in a dark hole but this won’t make it any better, feeling this way.
I’ve been feeling the same, maybe more, but it got better and I hope it gets the same way for you.
Ever thought because I AM weak? Nah, it’s pointless now. I’ve had help countless of times but I’ve let myself down and others down.
^^ I agree with what this person said but for the record..
I don’t believe that you should use another person to pull you out of your state of mind. What you deal with is very personal and what fixes one person won’t always fix you. If you devote yourself to surviving just because of one person you run a risk of being let down. You should be strong, cuz life is hard. But never give up.
Life is unfair, but you have to work your way out of it. Try to find things that you once enjoyed doing.. I, myself, enjoy poetry so I devoted myself to it it’s the only thing that keeps me distracted so I won’t think about the negative thoughts I have.
I have to be a crazy lunatic genius to distract myself from killing myself, and other people really seem to respond to it also. You should try! Go a little nuts with your creativity!
True, it is good lose it from time to time, honestly being wise and behaving older than I really am is what got me there. I always had that question haunting my mind, WHY? But once I started appreciating those things that I have instead of hating myself for not having more, I started feeling better.
let me sing you a song.
imagine im singing this. with a deeper voice tho.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poZLiypLJzQ
if this song doesnt cheer you up then..we’ll just have to try another. im around for most of the night.