See You On The Other Side

Scarier, my hallucinations,
Vivider, my dreams.
Deeper, my cuts,
Deadlier, my thoughts.
I’ve been waiting so long for you.
But I fear I am not good enough
For you to love me too.
I want to tell you a secret
If you promise not to tell.
I hate to spread my pain
But my life’s a living hell.
Yes, I do love you
More than just a friend
But I am so afraid
If I tell you, will it be the end?
I can’t afford to lose you
It’ll be the death of me.
And I can’t hold on forever
Say goodnight
It might be the last time.
Close my eyes and take flight
Forever.
Goodbye, goodbye my love.
The only one who touched my heart,
May it be forever yours.
And as you hold my bleeding corpse,
Know that I always loved you.
And though I know it’ll might be awhile,
I will see you on the other side.
Until then, darling, hold on
Hold on ’til you can’t breathe anymore.
And say goodnight.
Calling me, calling me
As you fade to black.
And then, my love we will be together again.