These were the BEST TIMES OF MY FUCKIN LIFE. part of the reason Im so fucked up now is that I cant let go of these days. EVERYTHING was better back then. Music, entertainment,sports,the economy,food,places, just everything. Today is all Facebook, twitter and instagram. I dont have any of these things. nothing against them I just dont do social media nowadays but back them myspace kicked so much ass. From Michael Jordan to Michael Jackson the sports and music was WAY better. Rap actually had more lyrical content than “so much money this’ and “so many bitches that”. Sugar Ray was the shit hell I  loved N’sync and the backstreet boys and britney spears! Not a single NFL star can match up to Bo jackson in the 90s he was THE SHIT. Wrestling even though I knew it was staged was so much better back then. Today its so fucking stupid, corny and PG I dont even bother watching anymore. That 70s show,WWF, fresh prince, Rosanne, MadTV, the jamie foxx show, the steve harvey show, home improvement and malcom in the middle WAS MY SHIT and now you rarely see it on t.v. Back then kids weren’t bullied by assholes to the point of suicide like they are today. Kix berry berry are a thing of the past (that new bullshit doesnt count). PS1 and 2 gave me the best childhood memories ever with the best games period. Todays games are nothing but guns and headshots or zombies. I dont even give a fuck about the ps4 or xbox1 they will never be better than the old school. Gas wasn’t a fuckin million dollars either back then you could fill up with 15 20$. shit didnt cost as much and you could find a job easily nowadays anything short of a masters and you will be in the waiting line unless you take 7 an hour and live off that. Bill clinton was a BETTER president than lying ass obama and all you need to do is look at the economy to know that. my old school still existed and now its gone….forever…….I loved that place and I can never see it again. My grandfather was still alive and he was the only father I knew and he is also gone forever as well…… I hate this time I hate it I hate it I hate it I HATE IT.  I want go back so fucking bad I HATE 2010,11,12, and 13 .My life is a bunch of bullshit now and I cant get over the fact that I wasnt like this all my fucking life. I will NEVER be the same. I will NEVER have my old friends back. I will NEVER have my old dog back. I will NEVER have my favorite teacher teach me again. I will NEVER eat waffle crisp anymore. nothing will EVER FUCKING BE NORMAL again!. I didnt always hate life. I fuckin DESPISE life now. I wish I could relive these days over over over over and over over and over and over over over again…… fuck the future. I dont want to live anymore
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Nostalgia! It can be very sweet or very sour.
I was born in ’92 so I can’t barely remind of 2000-2004. But you’re right, the world is totally fucked up.
And about Facebook and all that crap, well, I’m not on facebook but I think that people usually want to make up a happy perfect beautiful life they don’t live. It’s sad.
I could care less… If they want to be delusional and live a lie so be it. nostalgia for me is so painful because its where my happiness is….in the fucking past. Life nowadays is void of all meaning and joy for me. I did the same thing today I did a month ago that I did a year ago….literally the same thing. Its getting to be too much I cant keep forcing myself to live and suffer like this
Well, nostalgia hurts me too because remembering the past makes me realize that a few years ago at least I had more hope.
PS: around 3am Malcom in the middle and Fresh prince sometimes airs here in my country. Fun guaranteed for 30 minutes.
exactly man…..a few years ago in 2010 I even remember thinking well this will pass I wont be down for long…..man if only I fuckin knew……I so desperately want to go back I think I will go insane trying to relive the old days. everyday some memory from then makes me feel so much hate towards the present. I wish I could live in a bubble with the past so fucking bad
I understand you. Going back in time, when we were living our happiest days, life was better in every single aspect. I wish I could go back in time just to have more hope. When I was a 13 year old ugly, silly, bullied girl at least I hoped for better days.
Were you a teen or going into your early 20 at that time? Usually people say they were happiest at that age.
Plans. Fun. Music. All that kinda stuff.
Still a young teen, Im only 21 now but back then seems like ages ago…..its only been 1 decade but still it feels like more than 1….3650 days ago ….the time went so fast….I cant imagine living another 3650 days and being 31 like I just cant do that….I refuse to do it. I was bullied as well but I would rather relive that feel this shit. I am literally being bullied by life itself.
You indeed have good memory! I’m turning 21 in september and, from tv and music, the oldest things I can remember are from 2004 I guess.
Last year I thought I’d naturally die around my aniversary and when it did not happen I was like: wtf? I guess it was wishing too much.
And usually I can’t imagine myself as a 31 year old either.
you’re 21 so our time line wasnt too different. grew up on original nintendo, snes some sega. the old brick sized gameboy! xbox and ps1 and ps2. fuck man so sick. those memories were the best times in my life. u can download emulators to play em on your pc if u want man. its not the same but its close. but i feel ya. it was the time and everything that surrounded me back then that made it what it was. mostly it was that i was normal and didnt deal with this crazy mental shit all day every day. i was me. the me i liked. not this dude who has resorted to venting on some suicide forum. i never thought id be doing something like this. when you need to be heard you need to be heard i guess. red faction on ps2. such a sick game. original halo. mario party. halo lan parties back in the day. such good fuckin times. with real friends who knew me. they were my brothers. its crazy how ppl ditch you over time if they cant help you. lost all my homies. now im stuck in my head instead of being stuck on some level i cant beat in a game. why? cuz nothing interests me at all anymore. i hate this too man. wish i could snap my fingers and i was back in time. like the butterfly effect. that movie was exactly what i wish i could do.
I completely agree these were awesome times for me as well!
Ahh, sweet/painful nostalgia… I have a similar fondness for the 80s & early 90s. I miss even the angsty times. I operated under the belief that I’d be dead by 30. Didn’t happen. PS2 was the last gaming system I had any interest in, and even that wasn’t the same as Nintendo <333 Kids today wonder how the heck anyone could have played Atari and enjoyed it…
I don't hate the present, though. I hate the empty person I've become, nothing more than a sum of all my failures… but I know it's me, not the times, because I WAS happy and hopeful about the future in early 2012. The second half of it can go fuck itself. 2013 too.
I just hate the way things changed. I know life goes on but it went on with out me man. Im still stuck in the old days and I cant let them go. I dont have a good memory like that I just cant let go of those times. I hate the present with a passion because this is the cursed time I live in. If you call this living that is. I agree kids think graphics mean every fucking thing. fuck graphics I remember staying up DAYS playing SNES games and PS1 games. I also remember the friends I had back then I never thought we would be so distanced and estranged