you have nothing left to lose.
I’m a 36 year old male. I’ve never been married, i don’t have any kids.
all i have to my name is a laptop and a few cloths…
I’m non violent, i don’t use/abuse alcohol or drugs…
I’ve recently moved to a new city/town in search of work and a better life…
i have found nether…
I starve… i ask for help from family…they won’t…
wasted $16,000 on a half assed education…
i don’t have a dime to my name…my credit is fucked…
i rely on the generosity of my friends but i’m becoming a burden…
i HATE being a burden to anyone…
I’m sooo lost and all i think about 24/7 is killing myself…
Ending this pain, ending the humility
ending this shitty ass life!
people say life gets betters, things get easier….I’m 36!!! and i’m calling bullshit!
I’ve been waiting for over 20 years for things to get better but it’s gotten to that point that i’m done.
Caster Bean/Seeds will do nicely…
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I’m with you, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! People shouldn’t be forced to drag on living more than it should. I ought to have ended it all myself a long, LONG TIME AGO.
Know that you’re entitled to leave this world whensoever you choose. Some people find consolation in the knowledge that they are in control of weather they live or die.
i have nothing either. i am disfigured. i clean toilets. that’s my life. every day i am tortured seeing normal looking people get married and buy houses and work at jobs all things i will never know. tired of this humiliation and agony.