Every morning I wake up, deciding whether or not I am going to attend school this day.
Severely  struggling with attendance, and having high expectations on my shoulders.
I hate it when people except so much of me, and won’t just let me live my life…
Why do others even bother to put effort into me? I don’t attend those days at schools and it hurts them… 🙁
I am a gaming addict who rather plays games all days then attends school?
Why am I such a useless piece of S? Others manage to attend but I can’t… Wow I’m pathetic.
I deserve O% empathy and O% kindness, I’m the ruler of what I do, and what I do is wrong…
The main reason I struggle with school is due to my gaming addictions, and also the classrooms…
I went to a private school for 9 years, and during that time I became so very adjusted to that tranquil atmosphere… Oh how I miss it.
But what is the use in sending me there? At least here I’m achieving high grades in my strengths… But hardly coping with the rooms…
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just keep hanging on in there everyone has their own way of shining into the world, i know how it feels when people dont let you do what YOU want to do but once you show them that you are capable of doing things your own way youll get enough courage to let them down and tell them, make them listen that they dont run your life. i always felt like a puppet when one day i just couldnt keep it in anymore and blew up on everyone when i didnt mean it but it got the best of me, and now everyone knows they cant stop me. you just have to keep living with doing what you love, find something in school that makes it better, join something, and let your true self shine through. im barely making through the surface but i know everyone figures out their problems differently.
Same bro :/ i always in my room playing video games all the day ( counter strike 1.6 , PES 13 , ….) no friends just friends online from my channel or my facebook page :/
You and me are so very alike 🙂
Please add me on skype so that we can chat some more :P…
Joey.Rippen is my skype…
or if you don’t slype my weeworld is: NeverBackDownT1tz
and my hotmail is: Joeyrippedyou@hotmail.com
Please contact me.
Sorry to hear that. My parents expected a lot of me as well. You are not worthless. Other people have no right to call you worthless just because you are not doing what they want you to do.