Wish she was here.

Once upon a time, when this girl was 3 years old, she lost the one person that everyone needs, she had lost her guardian angel, her soul, her mother.. It was hard, to make it through all by herself. People came, and people left. She made mistakes and she caused pain, but her own agony was too hard to cure. Nobody could be able to feel her or to understand. Paranoia, hallucinations, depression, self harm were her friends for over 10 years ago.  But now, here she is, stronger than anytime, she feels loved, but can’t love herself though. It doesn’t matter to feel all down for a bit but the only lesson that we should learn from this life, is that when you are down you are the only person to lift yourself up.