She seems harmless enough, has the same problems as me, suicidal the same kind of tastes and personality but she is fragile and vulnerable to a point that exceeds my own, so i wonder……would it be such a terrible thing to be with her, would we crumble and end up destroying ourselves because we couldn’t handle each others sadness and attempts, would this relationship be a bad thing?
would we be harmless or harmful together, i do not yet know, i feel as though when meds come i will get better and she may too and then we could conquer this hard part of life together and stand tall and be proud of how far we have come!
or as i said would we make each other worse? bring each other down till one commits and the other is left alone again crying at night with no one, until they commit them self and everyone whom have known them feel a bit guilty for how they went on and raved how perfect we would be……..it’s all a mystery but i am a very curious person. so i still i shall wonder should i find out?
i think its worth a shot.
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go for it.
You know what, if two people are lonely and have the same problems and connect with each other… well… Being together might just be the best thing that could happen to both. Why not take the opportunity to bring yourselves happiness.
Good luck.
the thing is mum doesn’t want me in a relationship but what she doesn’t know i guess can’t hurt her?
Yeah, no need to say anything. I talked to my now ex online for two years and never told my family until he and I met up in person (and then we dated for two years after that). I didn’t think of myself as single and I didn’t date anyone else, but I wanted to avoid queries about why I only talked to him online. I just wasn’t able to visit him at the time. I knew they wouldn’t help in any way, which is why I didn’t mention it.
i can’t talk to guys or girls without my parents wanting to know if i like them it’s annoying, my older sister did it for about 3months but i really just want to wait a bit before asking her out, need friends to die down about us bein cute together so its not so obvious that we are together.
Maybe that’s a good idea then.