I need to find someone who is like me and can tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
I have this continuous feeling that I will never be good enough for anyone and that I have an expiry date, a certain amount of time a person can spend with me before they start to hate me.
This is not a once in a while thing, I feel like this all the time.
I cry myself to sleep every night parying to god to fix the thing that’s fucked up about me.
I need someone who has felt the same way as me to tell me what is wrong with me because I can’t live like this anymore, I fucking hate having to hold back tears every day and feeling like no one gives a shit about me
Please help me.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
3 comments
i feel the same way, most of the time, but not all of the time. i can smile and laugh and feel love, but at the end of the day those feelings seem like more of a lie ive been telling myself than true feelings. i have begun to realize i must have a chemical imbalance in my brain. i have taken anti depressants and do not like the side effects. plus just makes me feel more unnormal because why should i have to take them to feel happy. maybe i was meant not to. you may also have a chemical imbalance, but maybe an anti depressant would work for you
How long have you felt like this?
Like touchit said you can try anti d’s but they may not help.
Also why is it you feel this way?
I don’t know.
I know my friends and family love me but every night something in my head tells me it’s a lie.