Well just saw that I misspelled my username
I can’t even get that right
I should just die right away
Speaking of which a guy I know offered me a suicide “pact”
He wants us to comit it togheter. I don’t know if I should do it or not. I wanna say yes but what if I chicken out ? What if I mess up ? What if things don’t go as planned?
I wanna die but I keep asking myself do I REALLY want it 100%. I mean if that’s the case then why haven’t I done it by now? Why haven’t I just killed myself and ended the misery.
Ugh I’m to pathetic
Random rant over/
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Username displays can be corrected through the Dashboard. While your username itself can’t be changed, how it appears can be adjusted. It takes a few seconds…. so that’s an easy fix.
You haven’t killed yourself because your life has purpose. No doubt, there are things you want to do… and will be able to do… if you give yourself a chance.
Welcome. 🙂
I like your username. Who cares that you misspelled it? That has its charm.
You shouldn’t commit suicide if you aren’t sure. It sounds like you still have hope. Hang onto that, and tend it and make it grow.
I don’t know how. But I do know that suicide is something you should only do if you’re completely sure about it.
Thanks I had no idea. <3
I just fixed it
Everyone keeps saying this
"Give yourself a chance"
How do I do that exactly?
I mean yes I want to be happy and I want to live a somewhat normal life but how? I've tried to be happy, I've tried to "cure" my depression and misery but I just keep falling back into the same place.
Thanks muspelhem
Spelling errors tend to happen for me lol, seeing as I’m not a native English speaker.
And I suppose you’re right.
I do have some hope left, and I don’t think Ill be able to do it unless I completely loose the will to live. So I guess I’ll deny this guys offer for now. Thanks you guys for helping me make my decision :d
I’m glad to see you deny that offer. That’s the right choice. I’ve been in your shoes before… Things can seem quite dark. Just remember that there is light. 🙂
In the Dashboard, don’t forget to adjust the “Display name publicly as” setting after you enter a nickname. That should apply the fix to future comments.
Don’t give up!
hey welcome to the site and you shouldn’t do anything your not 100% sure about. I know that right now you life feels hopeless but its not someday you’ll escape. If you need anyone to talk to you can talk to me on here or facebook Cayla Greenawalt (Twiggy)
I personally think that misspelled IGN’s are the best :3 They’re original. Well, otherwise, welcome to SP. If you even need someone to talk to feel free to email me 🙂 I myself was contemplating committing a few weeks ago, but I obviously didn’t >.< I'm too afraid; not of the dying part, I'm ready for that, but the failure part. I've failed 5 times before and those feeling of failure are much worse than the headaches from an overdose.
I wouldn’t have guessed that. Your English is great.
I’d advise against it. A while ago I picked the same date as someone on here and when the day came I chickened out and begged the other guy too because I would’ve felt responsible. It was all scary. Neither one of us did anything that day but still.