I have changed so much in six years.
It amazes me that people from my past still recognize who I am.
But its clear that people only see the person I have shaped into.
I use to be quite shy, reserved, Â pretty much distant from people. No friends. You know, that one girl.
You will be surprised how far makeup, hair extensions and becoming anorexic can do for someone.
It changes people.
And its awful to say but it sometimes changes for the better.
Because now I am seen as “beautiful”.
If only they knew the frustration I went through to be this terrible conceded girl.
Its still painful.
Because you never can accept yourself. You continue to be your own enemy.
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You can’t live to please others people Come and go, don’t ruin yourself for them
Changing a lot in six years is not surprising.
“The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely.â€
― C.G. Jung
“There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own Soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.â€
― C.G. Jung
There is nothing wrong with trying to look good. I understand about the anorexia part, but I hope you will be able to eat more, and not worry about gaining weight. It’s good to aim for a healthy weight and stay there, if you can.
Listen to other people sometimes. I’m sure you are beautiful. (: