I Was So Close….

It was during Christmas break last year, when I couldnt stand my life anymore. My stepparents left so i was locked in my room. when they leave my friend would come over. That day i thought she was practicing with her band. I then busted my door open, ran to my parents bedroom and grabbed my stepmothers sleeping pills. It was an entire bottle, 250 pills. I then i drew a bath. i got into the bathtup, took all of the pills and slit my wrist. If you slit your wrists and submerge them in water you’ll bleed out faster. FROM THIS POINT ON I GOT MY INFO FROM MY FRIEND!!
She came over and found me in the bathroom, I was unconscious. She dragged me out wrapped my wrists tight with gauze and called 911. I was rushed to the hospital and on the way there they had to stick a tube down my throat cuz my lungs collapsed.Once we got to the hospital they life flighted me to a hospital in pittsburgh. I was dead for 14 minutes, i “died” when we started to land. I then slipped into a coma for three weeks. I had to get stiches on my wrists but once I woke up i kept ripping them out. I did that 4 to 6 times before they placed these things on my wrists that prevented me being able to even touch the stiches let alone rip them out. They would always have me be asleep and fed me by a tube cuz i would refuse to eat. After i left the hospital i was taken to west psych for 5 months.

THATS JUST ONE OF FIVE ATTEMPTS!!!!!