i’m invisible

How long have you been at your school for? Is it that place and those people that are the source of your misery? If so can’t you hang in there until you leave? Is leaving now an option?

What sort of things do you feel an individual needs to do in order to feel useful? What happened 6 years ago to make you feel this way..to make you get into this phase? You don’t have to have planss that stretch ahead into the un forseable future. sometimes living day by day is enough.

Think hard…is there not a single person that would miss you if you were gone. Your parents? a sibling? An aunt or uncle? Anyone?

Is there anyone you are remotely close to and if so have you ever tried to talk to them about what’s going on with you?
I swear I have felt invisible at times and that no one understands me or even wants to. You’re only 24, you still have a chance of meeting that someone who will actually care and care very deeply. I’m 26 and I’m still hoping.

I don’t know how you can break the cycle, but I think it’s important you question what it is in your life that makes you so sad and unhappy and are these things that you can change? Is there a way to change the situation? Can you leave school? Or can you hang in there utill your done and then move? Can you move now? Are there people that you can reconnect with?

People do get better, you just need to hold tight and muster all the determination you can, every single little bit of it. Seeking help from a doctor is nothing to be ashamed of and can help. I know it’s really tough and to even go to someone to talk about feeling this way super hard. But its a good option and one that may help you.

I’m really sorry I can’t be of more help and give you some solid advice, but I know that if you’ve been tough for six years, you can go on until you find an answer.