I don’t really know what to write…I had a really really bad day and looked up suicide, and found this website. I’m just, I’m so tired! So tired of being me I guess.I’ve been to a psychologist and I’ve talked to so many people for such a long time, and I’m constantly told I’m getting better but I’m not. And I hate when people tell me that it’ll get better and then don’t explain how. No one seems to understand, and I’m just so tired of everything.
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Well you’ve come to the right place. There are lots of people here to relate with. And lot of people who really do care. A few trolls but it’s whatever.
Read posts and converse with others for a few days and you’ll get hooked for sure. It’s very good therapy at times. There will be things you won’t like here but that’s life right?
If you want..write a post about how your day went or just write up your story of feeling the way you do. We all want to know. Your day is about to get better. 🙂
Welcome to the SuicideProject
I understand your situation… We have a few parallels. I found this website early last year in the middle of the night by doing a Google search. The days had grown really dark and I was looking for a way out. Instead, I found SP. Lots of people I don’t know told me I’d get better… and even people who knew me did the same. Unfortunately, they didn’t understand me… or my situations. The truth is, statistically, that it does indeed get better. Sometimes you need to reach out for a little help. That was my downfall last year… I let things get darker and darker without getting help. SP is a good resource and the community here is super-friendly. With that said, if your days are dark and getting darker… and they’ve been that way for a while… it might help to reach out.
Thank you both. I have a feeling I’ve found a good website to help me. Really, I feel better already just knowing that someone cares enough to comment.
Well we are just people like you who have found a place to belong. I find that every new SP’r is a vast wealth of inspiration to help us all be stronger and kinder in this life.
Like RT30 said, we’re just people like you. We have our challenges and our successes… our good times and out not-so-good. SP is a great community to be a part of as you navigate life. If you need to chat or get support, just know that me, RT30, and much of the SP community are here.
Yes..if you feel the need, when you see us commenting or posting you can always try to flag us down and tell us anything that’s on your mind if you feel that no one is listening. Don’t be shy!
Little side note: most of everyone on this site has some kind of personal issue or another so try not to take offense when people start to “snap back” in anyway. Even I have my problems with anger and self dilution that I try to keep control of. lol