Procrastination of my own suicide

Everyone’s broken in their own special way – some are better at hiding it than others, but everyone has the ability to live despite their brokenness, and find ways to feel better and live better than they have in the past. The key is knowing that the more broken you are, the more you know the cause of your brokenness, and the more you should be able to realistically alter your trajectory in life towards that “something better.” When you’re broken, it’s not like how a car engine breaks, it’s more like how a plant breaks. Depending on the species of plant, it’s entirely possible that being broken won’t hinder its ability to maneuver around the hardship and keep reaching for the sun.

The fact is, nobody needs to do anything except in relation to an outcome they want to reach. Eliminate the need to control the outcome, and life becomes a lot easier to cope with. Reduce the tendency to make comparisons, and value judgements based on them, and even the worst circumstances can become tolerable and full of wonder.