2 weeks ago I told my sister I don’t like boys and that I kind of like girls she said that it’s an abomination to like the same gender and it isn’t ‘natural’ and said she was against it and asked why would I even like girls and said if I were to die today I would most likely go to hell (she’s Christian) she said I need to go to church (I’m not that religious) she also said if I were to tell my dad that I like girls he would most likely stop talking to me he said he’d rather his daughter be a prostitute than to be a lesbian…
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I thought about what she said and realized that there isn’t anything wrong with being gay and most people who are ‘homophobic’ are religious (I’m not that religious) and besides it’s not like I’m planning to have a girlfriend anyways I’m suicidal and just about ready to kill myself
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And a week ago she said I need to be more ‘responsible’ and that I’m not a baby and need to get serious about life (like have a goal)… which is ridiculous I’m suicidal I don’t take my life seriously because I’m going to die anyways (kill myself) so why try to be the best I can be if this life isn’t permanent
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Your dad and sis dont know nothing, they ar brainwashed, its ok to be you who ever you are, just figure it out at your own pace, you sound too young to commit suicide, i hope you dont, i hope you just breathe and relax
I agree with SadSteve – you can be who ever you wanna be and love who ever you want to love. Im bisexual – never told my partents or the rest of the familly. I mooved away at 18 and have a nice life now on myown… You have the power to live your life just the way you want to.
well I’m 14 , I probably won’t commit suicide (sometimes suicide is kinda tempting…)
I was raised Christian and got that “Gays are evil” talk all the time, but screw them…How is that, if God created you that way, how can you be abomination???One of the reasons I abandonded this religion…Please, don’t live a life somebody else wants for you, do as you feel, it’s your life, whoever tells you how to live, won’t walk in your shoes, won’t feel what you feel…I know what I’m talkin about, trust me…I hope you get over this, honey 😉
I know that pretty much all of us can find a fair few reasons to hate ourselves, but your sexuality shouldn’t be one. Who gives a fuck if you prefer girls? So what if someone of the same gender makes you happy, rather than a guy who is most likely a dick and wants nought but sex? Please, don’t let this be the end of you.
Some Christians have very warped ideas. I had sex before marriage and my mum (being SO righteous !?) thought that I would go to hell… But had all the sympathy/compassion in the world for her husband and two of her sons who are pedophiles. I was sexually assaulted for years by her husband and older sibling- they murdered me. I will never be the person I was meant to be because of the damage they caused me.
I came to the conclusion that they worship a different God to me. My God will NEVER be ok with pedophilia. My God loves all people regardless of love interest as well… It’s a proven fact that that people have different hormone ‘make ups’ some people are straight and some are gay. So what? It doesn’t change who they are or what they can contribute to society… Don’t let what your sister says get to you- she is just uneducated/ignorant.
I’m Christian here. I may not agree with the gay and lesbian people, but I do know I will accept them. Why? Because I have been taught to love. No matter who you are or how you believe, it is love that makes the world go round.
You mentioned that you are 14. You know, as young people, we often experiment with our thoughts and dating and such. If you are a lesbian for real, it will come out in time. You are young and are constantly changing.
If I am coming across as harsh, I do apologize for this.
I’m 17, and you can always email me. My email address is brl.cents@gmail.com
Oh wow! Your 14? I hope my comment wasn’t too heavy for you…
Ahannah, you’re just perfect the way you are right now. You’re only 14 yet you are already exploring your identity and were even comfortable enough to talk about it with your own sister. I’m going to assume you’re from the United States? A lot of people there are still uncomfortable of the idea of same sex relationships/marriage. I’m from Canada, I have plenty of gay friends and a lot of people here are open with their sexuality. There is nothing wrong with it, I cannot even begin to fathom how some people think that it’s a bad thing. But you’re right, most of them are “religious”. I used quotes because those are the types of people that use religion as an excuse to be a piece of shit and get away with it. I know real Christians, real muslims, real buddhists and they’re all perfectly okay with the idea of same sex relationships/marriage, because you’re born that way and that is the key to finding true happiness and your own inner peace.
thanks…
The great thing about being a lesbian is that one day there’s gonna be a beautiful women out there.
And she will hold you..
And everything will be great.
Ever if a giraffe shits on you.
It’s okay.