Been a while.. because I thought I was done once i started antideppressents.
Apparently, as I’ve come to realise; they don’t even work.
I’ve never wanted to die so much.
Being told to kill myself because I’m ugly and shit, has topped it off.
I dunno what to do.
I’m so mentally tired of the pain.
Pain, pain, go away, come again, never just Fuck off will you!!
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will hurt much more..
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I empathize with you, antidepressants don’t do much in terms of actually fending off depression. This is probably because medication doesn’t absolve the factors that cause a person to be depressed. Medication is a platform, and the only way you’ll get rid of this pain and depression is if you tackle the reasons behind it. To really start to work through your depression you need to have the will to live and the motivation to invest effort into trying to resolve the underlying issues causing depression. Not all problems are easily solved or can be solved obviously, but working around them and creating compromises are possible. I hope you’ll feel better soon
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