I dont like living here,im good im gone

I dont like living here my sisters like a frenemy, Everything she says is backhanded
like a backhanded compliment its tense and awkward with my dad, Think no eye contact as
we pass each other or in the same room, yea you know how that goes My moms a dumb *****
On top of that I bought all these clothes online(large and 1x) and they still fit kind of tight
They don’t fit where you could wear em and look cute, I think if I lost twenty pounds theyd fit good,
well anyways yea that too and everyone is telling me shit ’cause im not going out’
like stfu your ass cant even afford that lay off my ass quit smelling my ***** If I don’t want to go out or
do anything tonight fuck off…..I feel like getting dressed going to a bar taking two pictures and that’s it