Hi Everyone,
I posted for the first time in this forum yesterday.
Today I almost made a decision to go to university of edinburgh for my masters, but then I changed my mind again. I spoke to my dad he said he does not want to pay for my masters anymore as I cant make up my mind and I am only doing it to avoid working.
Anyways Just took my anti depressant. Going to drink some alcohol and continue writing my good bye notes. I think I am getting most of the things down. Is it weird to proof read your s note?
Anyways I did absolutely nothing today. As usual…
I hope you all had a good day.
4 comments
wait what?….. your dad thinks you are getting a masters to avoid working? does he not know how much work it takes to get a masters? Does he know that with a masters you will be in a better position to get a better job than a bachelors?
If you aren’t sure you are going to commit suicide then you should go. Just in case you decide to continue living you won’t regret not going.
I proofread and rehash my note all the time….I find myself re doing it from time to time if I feel I haven’t conveyed the information and attitude correctly. I want to do my best to at least give those left behind some sort of understanding in my decisions.
and same here….I did the same things I have been doing everyday for the last few years. nothings changed…nothings improved…nothings gotten better….nothing
I also proofread and edit my s note periodically. I want to make sure it properly expresses my feelings.
Do you guys cry when you write them?
I do
getting a master’s to avoid working a pointless full-time job is a rather good idea as far as I’m concerned. didn’t make me much happier or land me anything by way of a decent job, but I was on tuition wavers so debt wasn’t a concern.