I just wish that there was an easy way out…

You don’t deserve to breathe the air? Why should anyone ‘deserve’ to breathe? We’re born living off oxygen/********/etc. No oxygen, we die. Have you ever been in a tight enclosed space? It isn’t fun, I tell you.

My point is that – we all breathe the air. If we weren’t breathing, we would be dead. In no way does the issue of who is ‘deserving’ come into account. You might look at a serial killer or child abductor and say, they’re such a terrible person, they shouldn’t be alive. But – no matter if they’re around or not, no matter how many humans exist – we’re not in danger of running out of atmospheric gases anytime soon. Therefore, it is invalid to say that you yourself or anyone else might be undeserving of the air to breathe.

BTW you’re not a waste of space either. If there were no humans and nothing on earth, it would be completely empty, meaningless. Human beings are what makes this planet unique. Every single one counts (yes, even the ones who fall onto the wrong paths – they weren’t always that way). You may think you have no redeeming factors, but I assure you that you do. I don’t know you personally, so I can’t point out anything that I’ve observed about you, but you are clearly suffering from depression and negative thought patterns. If you are able to overcome these thoughts, you will see that there is much to like about yourself. In fact, I challenge you right now – think about your interests, think of some non-harmful things you enjoy doing – and make a list. Are any of these interests that you could put effort into or discuss with other people if you had the energy? I suspect so. You’re not as bad as you think, trust me.