bored + depressed

a man is what he thinks about all day

im known to be a whiner.. i shouldnt but ive been itching to whine and vent..

so after my disastrous breakup w my ex gf.. i told her i was schizo and went ape shit on her.. i said to myself no girlfriends until you get ur act together..

but i’ve had a chance to be with somebody.. but i rejected it in my head and it’s so frustrating.. my confidence kinda dropped to.. she’s probably getting tired of waiting for me to chase her but maybe not.. but it’s frustrating nonetheless so frustrating..

anyways i figure don’t think about stupid stuff like that.. just focus on getting my life on track.. and that kind of stuff just falls on your lap..

but yeah.. anyways.. its nice to vent

so.. yeah..

im really struggling to find work god its damn hard these days.. oh life…………..