@ nerevars, omg you won’t believe this, but I swear to God, I’ve had that same urge and even considered posting about it here, to see if anyone else ever felt this. It makes no sense to me, but I envision that all the time. So strange. Why do we think about this? I’m even ashamed to admit it here, even tho I’m anonymous here, but I guess if you and me think about that, others probably do also. I just imagine smashing my head into any wall or hard surface. Just feels crazy, but the thought keeps popping into my mind.
My urge to do that isn’t necessarily in response to a feeling of regret or any feeling in particular. Like Nerevars said, it’s just a randomly occurring urge.
@ Nerevars I’m glad I’m not alone too. I figured that every possible thing can be found on google, but when I googled exactly what you wrote a few months ago, there was only song lyrics if I recall correctly. So I just felt like I’m the only one who has the image of smashing my own head like that.
I meant that a few months ago, I googled what you described in your post. My post is so badly worded, it hardly makes sense. My thoughts are going faster than my typing or something!!!
@ nerevars I didn’t mean that I found your post a few months ago, I just meant that I had googled the whole “urge to smash my head” a few months ago and didn’t really find anything.
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That would be painful. *To Avoid*
Man, if you could kill yourself that way then you are one tough mother fucker. That would be so hard and painful.
@ nerevars, omg you won’t believe this, but I swear to God, I’ve had that same urge and even considered posting about it here, to see if anyone else ever felt this. It makes no sense to me, but I envision that all the time. So strange. Why do we think about this? I’m even ashamed to admit it here, even tho I’m anonymous here, but I guess if you and me think about that, others probably do also. I just imagine smashing my head into any wall or hard surface. Just feels crazy, but the thought keeps popping into my mind.
It’s not so much an urge to commit suicide that way… more just an urge or a recurring thought. I know… so weird.
Usually when I think about something really embarrassing I’ve said or done.
My urge to do that isn’t necessarily in response to a feeling of regret or any feeling in particular. Like Nerevars said, it’s just a randomly occurring urge.
@cagedtiger Glad I’m not alone.
@timepiece Or something stupid that I regret. But sometimes it just happen.
@ Nerevars I’m glad I’m not alone too. I figured that every possible thing can be found on google, but when I googled exactly what you wrote a few months ago, there was only song lyrics if I recall correctly. So I just felt like I’m the only one who has the image of smashing my own head like that.
I meant that a few months ago, I googled what you described in your post. My post is so badly worded, it hardly makes sense. My thoughts are going faster than my typing or something!!!
@cagedtiger a few months ago? I find this site at the end of the last month
yeah me too.
smashing my head into walls – done it a few times to hurt myself for being a stupid idiot and waste
@ nerevars I didn’t mean that I found your post a few months ago, I just meant that I had googled the whole “urge to smash my head” a few months ago and didn’t really find anything.