This is an angry fucking rant…………. I’m depressed. If I wasn’t I would be here it to write one of the sappy fucking comments that give you “love and inspiration”. But you know what?? It isn’t that easy! You can tell me to be happy but how in the world am I supposed to do that??! It doesn’t come naturally for all of us. I’m just so tired….. I’ve tried once before in the most stereotypical way…. But I didn’t cut deep enough. Almost wasn’t enough…. I’m so pitiful I can’t even end my own life. The worst part is, is that my parents don’t actually know. They think they know, but they don’t and so they joke about me being suicidal but they just don’t know.,…. I have a break between depressions for a while…… I wasn’t so angry or sad all the time, just neutral for a while. But I haven’t been genuinely happy in so long. I know I need help, but how do I get it? I’m just a freak and I know it. No once cares enough to give me help. I hate them all anyways. I hate them for invading me, my privacy….. My thoughts aren’t for sale. I’m not gay but it’s not a bad thing even if I were. No I don’t do meth, I don’t even smoke weed….. And no I’m not pregnant, I can’t even have kids…. Ever. But it’s fun to joke about right. Isn’t that why you do it. Because you get some sick pleasure out of it. Suck my dick. I hate you all.