Another year!

There’s no way to undo things we’ve done, so we must move on; we dread too long on the things we’ve done wrong, and that just makes us feel worse. I’d be a hypocrite to tell you to stop dreading, and just move on; I understand how hard it is, and I believe we hold on to it to feel worse about ourselves. Even though I’ve got a loving family, I still feel entirely alone; none of them understand me, so it’s basically like being alone. I sure hope you won’t be dead Christmas morning; I’m certain nobody would be happy about that “gift”. For the people who actually would be happy, try your best to just forget them and do what makes you happy; don’t do what’d make them happy! I’m being a hypocrite when saying that too, but I do the opposite of most of my advice; that’s just another reason why I’m whacked, but that’s going off topic. I want to die too, but I’m just on auto pilot; I’m not really living now. Act until you can finally be yourself. I wish the very best for you.