I need to kill myself ASAP. I don’t know if I should do it tonight, tomorrow morning at 5 am or sometime after Christmas like on the 26th or something. We are having guest come tonight so I was thinking if I died, they could distract my mom for being upset (or I could ruin Christmas). All I know is I can’t wait because I want my friends to have as much time as possible to recover before the new semester starts and I never intended on celebrating Christmas. My carbon monoxide machine isn’t 100% complete yet and I haven’t done any test runs (not that I planned on any LOL I know I ‘m screwed). This will probably go so horribly wrong that I might as well just hang myself. It will be freezing to night which is great so my corpse isn’t too gross. What should I do?!?!?!
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I finally ate something today so I guess I can’t kill myself tonight. I think I’ll wait until after Christmas but I am not seenin 2014 goddamnit.
I’ve always thought that dying in a warm climate would be preferable to dying in a walk in freezer. Who wants to die uncomfortably?
Dying during Christmas dinner does seem a little bit inconsiderate. Maybe you should wait for a bullshit holiday like Valentines Day or something. That would be more considerate.
I was going to comment a while ago and forgot pressing the submit button, haha, sorry about that. I was going to say that you should pick a later day and read more about the method you choose… using that method might be dangerous for others as well if not done right.
Every day you wake up is a victory your strong enough to win, just keep waking up
I think I’ll kill myself some time around Sunday. That’s enough time to get my shit together. Don’t worry I will make a sign and tape it to my co filled car. I can’t wait much longer or I’ll get stuck with future commitments. I refuse to go through another semester of uni.