I have nothing.. No one cares about me, I don’t enjoy anything anymore, and I have no future. The one thing that I had was the idea that I would go to college and get some degree in psychology and help people who have mental disorders or who are suicidal. But I don’t think I can handle college and I can’t be outgoing and help people that way, I just can’t. And my biggest regret is that I didn’t kill myself last year. I’m trying to right now though because I just can’t take it anymore, I shouldn’t be alive..
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feeling really depressed can cloud those plans you used to have.
i wonder myself how the hell I can do this or that –
the fear of failing keeps me from beginning sometimes. most times. esp when those who like watching others fail knocks a person down.
if you try the school thing – when you feel better (I think you can in time), your experiences w depression will save and help countless others
nothing says HELP IS HERE like seeing a therapist who HAS been where you have been.
You can help people like me – my son – yourself –
if you can hold on and give it a try.
think about it at least. ok?
Thank you, it’s nice to have someone believe in me.
Young people like you wanting to die breaks my heart. Things can and WILL get better. Stick around – you’ll be glad you did.
The best therapists I ever had were abuse survivors like me. Why? Because when they said they understood, I knew they were not lying. I also got to see people who had been abused and had survived. That was very encouraging.
I personally feel you’d be a good therapist because you’ve been in a dark place and because I can tell you really care. And in my opinion, you don’t have to be outgoing to help people, you just have to be honest and have a genuine desire to help.
I agree with DyingToHaveWorth, maybe just hold on a little bit and see what happens.