Yesterday I was told by my last close friend that her mom doesn’t want me coming over to her house anymore and I don’t know why its like she doesn’t trust me. Right now I just don’t know what to do because all my other friends have gone of to varsity and I’m just at home feeling like a piece of crap. My parents aren’t paying as much attention to what’s going on with me as they should because I’m really losing it. I want to just shoot my self in the head and just end this misery because I’m literally dying inside…I have no-one…everyone is happy…moving on with their lives and all they keep telling me is to be positive and other crap..all I’ve ever wanted was to become a doctor and create a new life for myself but because of certain events that Happened this past year…my grades dropped horribly and I ended up not getting into any varsity…I want nothing else but to just die.
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Think you it from a different perspective brokenanchor. You’ve had success making friends in the past right? What’s to say you won’t make more friends in the future so long as you remain the person that got you those friends in the first place. THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU!
I have never had any true friends my entire life, so the fact that you have been able to make so many connections in the past tells me you can do it again!