Day 14

Hi Guys,

Phew! It’s been two weeks, well 14 posts!!! So thank you for sticking with me and I hope you continue to help me through this journey of my life.

This post really isn’t going to be about my day, more of what I am feeling like right at this moment.

This moment. Right now. I’m curled up in my room, on my floor, with a comforter over my head, The Scientist by Coldplay on repeat crying my eyes out. Why am I crying my eyes out? I can’t find something. Now before you go and comment, “Oh stop being a drama queen,” or anything like that. It’s not the physical thing that I’m crying over, it what it symbolizes for me. And I can’t seem to find it… So this is going to be a short post, I’m sorry I just can’t…

Here’s your poem:

I guess it’s a weird sight
But to me it’s a beautiful one
The Scientist, by Coldplay,
Playing in the background
While I lay on the floor
Of my messy room
Laying on a pillow
A red comforter over my head
To shut out the light
To just have it me, the music, and darkness
While I cry my eyes out
I did it
I lost it
I lost the one thing that maybe
Just maybe could keep me alive
If you ever left me
If you ever died
Maybe if I saw that thing
That maybe I could live
But I have seem to lost it
I guess fate wants me to die
If you die
I guess that in fact
It is a beautiful sight

Au Demain