Forgive me for not seeing your view of the abnormal fantasy.
Surrounded by walking feelings, of carefree and feel good sentiments.
Unaware of reality, not knowing how to live in the “now”.
Those tormenting thoughts, echoing the same questions to you, “why..”, and “how?”
Oh forgive me for what I have done…
forgive me for carelessly hurting you..
forgive me, for forcing a new life onto you..
for wanting to prepare you for the true pains of life..
I wanted to release your beauty, in it’s true form, but failed to realize on time, that it just can’t be.
Never again, will those pains bother you.
Never again will the dreams of pure hearts be shattered and ruined.
Never.
You’re capable of anything, but one can take so much, till they have had enough…you’ve had enough…you’ve seen and felt enough…I can’t cure you or help you.
Rest. Rest peacefully, knowing that you tried your hardest. You tried to never give up. Â You tried to love. You tried to talk..it never worked. Why live in pain and constant sadness, as opposed to the new future…your new future.
Forgive me for driving you to such a point, but always remember the faith you had, and how much you enjoyed life before your nightmares became real. Take care of yourself, Love, Peace, Faith, and stars. Lots and lots of stars.
Love,
me.