ok so i came back after a wile and theres so meny people here i dont know iv just come back outside of a acting jpb that has made me to bisey to check up on people and its all my falt now i think its cos i was in the forcis (dont ask cos im not going to tell) but i feel like ok frends gone… get new frends then i know somewere inside that most of the people i knew are ether dead theres no two ways about that one then theres some who may just be hiding in the depths of the sp and some who may of just moved on but i feel nothing iv known so much deth in civs and in warthat it just dont make me scared any more or upset its like its seciond nachure and its scaring the shit out of me evrey one i know is ether dead or missing or hideing and you know what takes the piss i forgot there names when i couldent find them im a fucking monster im a anamal i just whant my frends back so the only one i can rember is dave_n and the people who knew him so dos any one know were all my frends whent ? please
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They are in a better place now. No, they’re not dead. They found a new place to hang out.
were whats happund to them ? i know were ~iamhope~ is were together (its complicatid) but i feel like iv let them all down any ider were thay are ?
i often asked myself that question when I see people showing up here and then they disappear doesn’t mean they are dead. They could be though but not necessarily.
iv been comeing on here for years now i had a good lot of frends but then i left for a bit and i feel like now im back and there not here is it cos of me ?
I know…it feels like I use these forums/groups like a spare tyre whenever I fall down the pit. The truth of the matter, apart from BP making it almost impossible to have permanent friends, I can’t maintain being involved for too long due to my health not allowing for enough energy and life getting too busy. I would say that, for the most part, people understand as they sit with the exact same situation.
Even if just for a short while, connecting with people feels good and even though friendships might be brief, they are truer than even some permanent ones.
I have in the past been drawn into moderating forums on almost every forum I would join and I loved it but that’s not what my health situation needed. I can’t be a supporter when I need so much support my self and being active in a forum becomes draining. I don’t expect people to become friends with me but it’s great when it happens and for how ever long it lasts…the most important is the support one receives on these groups and meaning something to someone else and being able to give them some support in return.