I just can’t do this anymore and no one in my life understands. Â They don’t understand that I don’t want to live. I see no purpose in life. You go through so many hard things to just die in the end. Â I hate living and telling me things like “At least you have it better than people in Africa” doesn’t help. It makes it worse. If I could, I would give them my life, if that would mean I wouldn’t have to live it anymore. People keep telling me that God put me here for a reason, but I don’t believe that we go to heaven after we die, so really there’s no point in telling me those things when they just make me angry and irritated. Â I hate having to live everyday with suicide on my mind. Â I know I want to kill myself, I know that. I’m just too scared. Â I’ve tried once before and I failed. Â I don’t want to fail again.
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I think we all have it just like the people in Africa
Hi there. I’ve also failed once. I used to brag that my first attempt would be my last one. HA! Life is more cruel than that. Getting rid of life is harder than what one would think.
And about people in Africa, I’ll be radically honest. I wish they could commit suicide too. Food? Drugs? Shelter? Well, all of those are OK, but first give them all the ******** they could need. If they want to keep fighting on, cool, but those who want to take the easy way out, just let them choose.
And by the way, what is so wrong about the “easy way out”. People always say “that’s easy” in a negative way. What’s so negative about something being easy? If I had to choose between some ******** pills and a dull knife, why would I choose the latter?
I just wish I could get a gun or some ********.