It’s crazy, I graduated high school at sixteen. I’m twenty now, and still only have two college classes under my belt because I can’t afford school working my crap job. I barely make enough to get by while eating only once or twice a day, and I can’t even work right now because my knee is too fucking damaged to walk on. Yet with all the things that I should be more worried about, I care more about the fact that I’m a magnet for stupid sluts while a girl that I can have an intelligent conversation with, or that hasn’t slept with everyone in this stupid town, won’t even look twice at me. It’s stupid, I know, but for some reason that bothers me more than never meeting my biological dad…I don’t know what’s wrong with me (aside from PTSD, depression, ADHD, etc.) but that’s what’s fucking bothering me, and the fact that I’m more worried about not finding a girl than serious matters just pisses me off even more.
…So, yeah, that’s today’s rant
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Good rant… i remember being 20 and not knowing why all the abusive/cheating guys got great girls and i only had my playstation 2 and metal gear solid 2 which i replayed like a billion times haha… love isn’t easy, hopefully a good girl will come your way eventually, which in my case did, but i just blew it up, so don’t do the same when it happens, lol
Yeah, I’m just playing Kingdom Hearts, Fallout, and the Mass Effect series on an unending loop right now…one thing that will never change is that video games will always be there when you need them.
Those are some great series, and yup… videogames do help a lot if you are in the right mindset 🙂